In this recent QHHT session, the Higher Self explains their role of smoothing and coordinating the conflict, in order to raise the vibration on Earth. However, for the raised vibration to lead to awakening, it is an individual Soul decision of one’s own free will.
My client found himself in a field as a young woman dressed in her nightgown. As she saw a large dark stone building, that looked like a medieval castle, she began to feel fear.
M: Tell me what else you notice as you look at the building?
C: It has large stones stuck together to make a structure. I feel a great sense of fear, despair. I feel overwhelmed with…I think there’s people behind me. It feels like I’m being hunted, I’m trying to evade them.
M: Can you see anything else like vegetations around you?
C: Small bushes but it’s all a blur.
M: Describe what you can see clearly for me.
C: I hear the sound of horses hoofs, there are riders coming.
M: Tell me more about you having to go out in your nightgown in such a hurry.
C: I had to run away. I think they want to capture me, take me away. Lock me up. I know that people think that I’m very beautiful, but I think that I’m just normal, regular looking. I don’t know why there’s such a fuss, I don’t want to be captured…I don’t know why they want to take me away.
M: I want you to tell me what takes place now
C: It’s cold… it’s freezing. I’ve been discovered by a rider on a horse. They take me away. I’m on the horse against my will.
M: What does this rider look like?
C: He’s got armour… metal armour … the face is hidden, you can see a little bit of hair. I feel scared … I don’t know what they are going to do to me. I don’t know how I got myself into this position or what I did to deserve this. I feel like they’re going to do some terrible things and I wish I could just escape, but I can’t … there’s so many riders … how can I evade them, its just me. I feel defenceless, like there’s nothing I can do.
M: I want you to tell me where they are going towards.
C: The wind is cold, they are going to the building, like a castle. There’s walls. We’re entering. I’m terrified. There’s people unfamiliar all around. We’re going up into the complex. I feel like, I’m less than human. I don’t know what people want from me. At least it’s warm inside.
M: Where have they taken you?
C: They’ve taken me down into…not quite the dungeons, but a room where I can’t escape from. And there inside this room its bare, stone walls, wooden door, small windows…it’s too small from me to fit through, its too high … I can’t climb to reach it. A bed in the corner, a bedside table. It’s not a jail exactly, but I can’t leave, I can’t get out of the room, the room locks. There’s a small wardrobe in the corner, so its not a cell but its a room where I’m kept.
M: Is there anything else you notice in this room?
C: Maybe some books … a bible. It’s not badly furnished. There’s a solid wooden bed, some nice blankets. The wardrobe is solid … good quality, there’s candles on the wall held in some holder on the wall. But I feel so frustrated. Why can’t I be allowed to just leave and get out. I just want to be able to just go. Why must I stay here…why so much fuss?
(I moved the client to an important time in that lifetime, when she saw herself older in the castle holding the position she had to hold.)
C: I see a stone great hall with a long wooden table. I’m standing in the corner. I have a nice long medieval dress, proper long sleeve, long dress. I’m standing there… I’m in a position of privilege or good standing or something. I have a position of status. I’m older in my thirties. I’ve acquired some degree of power, because I stayed. This was my position to begin with and this castle … in this place … in the order of things here.
M: Tell me more about this castle this place taking your position?
C: I’m presiding over this hall where people are eating, there’s a feast and I as the lady of the house have helped to preside over this feast. There are many here who are less fortunate than I am, those from the village, our soldiers, knights, and I’m here, a noble woman. This is my place here at the front of the room, on a raised platform near the long table at front of the room.
M: You gained privilege of having this position, when it was always yours?
C: It was always mine.
M: Why was it that you didn’t want to stay there?
C: Because I wasn’t really like the others, I was imaginative, I was wild and I wanted to be free. I wanted to be unconfined and to run wild. I wanted to escape and push out and do something.
M: I see and as they captured you and brought you back, you decided to stay?
M: At first it wasn’t my choice. I felt like my father had sent people out for me, but here, this is my place in the scheme of things, I have a position, power. I have in some ways a purpose. The purpose is not from within me, the purpose is for the system. The purpose is given to me by my position. I have inherited, I have just stepped into my purpose, but it was not a purpose from within me.
And I’m older, I’m much the same, because I have stayed, it’s like I now have this position in the scheme of things.
M: Is her anything else you are noticing here as you look around you?
C: My family at this table in the front, many I don’t know int he hall. I’m wearing a cone on my head, as it’s the custom, a conical hat of some kind with cloth hanging from it. It’s the fashion of the day. My dress is made of a heavy nice material. I still feel cold by what are outside the castle walls, my curiosity, my desire to explore and be free. But here within the castle, everything is all certain, sorted, provided and if I ignore the call of what’s outside, this will keep me busy for the rest of my days. I’m much calmer now, I’m older and much less wild and crazy than when I was younger. If I wanted to, I could have a family, a husband, but it feels like a chore. Something that I can choose to do if I wish and I can make it happen, but what I really want is the unknown.
M: I see, but you have succumbed to staying there?
C: Yes, I suppose I have. It’s not a choice that has made me feel most passionate and alive, but here, I have nothing to complain about. I feel like I haven’t made the most exciting choice, but it’s like, there’s nothing that could go seriously wrong where I am. Although I am bored and in some ways a little bit emotionally subdued … almost not myself, not my full self. I’ll always be slightly wistful, slightly absent, as though there is something else, somewhere else I would rather be.
(As I moved the client to another significant time in that lifetime, the client was in her room resting and it seems she would “Astral travel “ as such and do many other things in that time whilst she was “resting” in her room and continued with conversations with the clients Higher Self)
M: Tell me what you are noticing around you?
C: I feel like my neck is very long, is as if I’m wearing high collar, a stiff collar. Almost as if my head is raised up off my body, like my mind is if almost as if to say disconnected from my body. There’s a sense of living a separate life in my head than the one I’m living in front of me.
M: Tell me more about that
C: There’s a disconnect causing great sense of disembodiment, I can’t be fully present. I’m not sure what’s happened. It’s almost as though I’ve lived in this dream land, floating. I’ve lost touch with my body. My head is far above my body, like it’s been held up by something. It feels like it’s not of my own free will though. I wonder if I have lost my mind.
M: I see, I want you to take a look at yourself here and tell me what you are wearing?
C: Oh…I’m still in a nice dress, its green fits got trimmings with lace, its nice fabric. I think I was having a moment. Anyway the dress – it’s a nice dress.
M: Tell me what is happening around you here?
C: I’m alone in my chambers … Alone in my room, at the top of the castle. It overlooks the grass, the file, the land in front of me. There’s a balcony that I can step out of and survey. This room is a big room…it’s a nice room.
M: Tell me more about your head and that something outside of your self is holding it up, tell me more about that.
C: I’m not sure, I think I left myself for a moment to go elsewhere. I’m not sure where I went exactly, but it was very bright. It was full of light in a way that my room here is not. But the room I think helps me go to that place. Because the room is at the top of the castle, its close to the sky. It’s close to God.
M: Tell me more about that?
C: Well, I didn’t have a body where I was. But I knew that there was a body that still belonged to me…that I wasn’t there…I was above the body in a place with lots of light, and I felt like I was in both places at the same time. I couldn’t tell you where I was, because there wasn’t very much… there was just bright … bright light all around with some shapes vaguely that I couldn’t make out. But it felt like I was being held there by something, I’m not sure, it felt like for a time that I had to be there, could not return to the body, until I was there for the right amount of time. And once I was there for the right amount of time, I was back inside my room. This is regular, it happens you see.
M: This is regular that it happens?
C: Yes…yes … well this has become part of my routine now, I go up to my room, I spent time there…quiet time, I enjoy it, I like it when it happens. I go up where I do various things, I don’t always remember….and then back…back to my body.
M: Tell me what you do when you fog elsewhere?
C: It’s lovely, I feel energised, I feel busy, I feel alive, I feel productive, I’m doing all sorts of things, I’m here and there, I’m all places, many different places at once. It feels like there is some colours there … purple, green … the colours of my dresses you see. And I interact, it feels like I don’t always remember, it feels like I’m given assignments, I’m doing jobs.
M: Could you tell me more about these things you do that are productive? What kind of things are they?
C: I’m rearranging, I need to take certain things from one place and move them around…take them to another, almost like a delivery person, like a courier. I take little packets of light energy, bring them from place to place, wherever they need to go. I help to channel and organise flow of energy in this place.
M: I see, tell me more about this
C: I’m very busy, there’s always something to do. It feels like the list of things to do is just never ending. And its important that I do it, because when I take the energy from one place to the other, something else will take the energy and take out to another place. And if I don’t do it, then the chain of things will be interrupted. I’m like a little ant or a bee, I just do my job and make the energy from place to place, and the others do their job.
M: And as you take this energy from place to place what does that do?
C: It’s to assist those on earth, it’s to assist, help to arrange certain things to happen. Say for a person to leave their house and particular coincidence to happen say they need to get in their car, they need to open the gate, they need to drive out, they need to go to a place, they need to have these particular chain of events happening in order for something to happen. A coincidence let’s say. If the energy isn’t there the chain of events won’t happen. It’s a specific combination, I assist.
(Clients impressions: An ordinary family in modern day South America was shown to the client, as an example of the effects of the work. The description of a particular chain of events was to demonstrate that, in order for specific important coincidences to occur, the particular combination of energy must be in put into place)
M: So you have been doing this for a while now?
C: Yes
M: How did you get to do this work?
C: It’s my assignment.
M: When did this assignment get given to you ?
(From here on the voice altered and the answers became from a Higher Self a much Higher consciousness of the client)
HS: A long time ago. This is part of the journey. This is part of the evolution…to understand how things work at this level.. the base level. To organise things bit by bit will help me understand the way it all fits together, so that if and when I need to look at the big picture and assist and organise the bigger picture, the way that things work, I will understand and know how.
M: You say that you don’t remember all of the work all the time?
HS: No, not when I return to the body
M: So whilst you are outside the body you do know?
HS: Yes, it’s natural. It’s almost as though this is what I was designed to do, this is part of my Soul’s journey. But when I am in the physical body, I have my physical life to worry about, it would be too much to remember.
M: But whilst you are having physical life, you are also doing this on the side?
HS: No, it’s only when I’m napping, sleeping, meditating, resting. The physical body simply enjoys the sensation of rest, but in fact there’s a lot that is happening. The physical body may be at rest for a short time only, 20 minutes, although a lot can be achieved in that time.
(Clients impressions: the impression given was that physical time did not matter, it could be ‘suspended’, or ‘paused’ for as long as needed for the appropriate tasks to be completed outside of the body each time the soul left the body.)
M: Tell me more about this assignment, you have done this for a long time?
HS: Yes, these are Light Beings, we are Beings of Light.
M: Tell me more about yourselves… as the Beings of Light
HS: We’re organised in very organised way, there’s a structure, a formation. We’re all given a place, almost a number in the scheme of things, although not quite like a number but we all have a unique place, but an ordered, there’s an order, we are members of an order.
(Clients input after the session: this felt very regimented and highly ordered, as if each member has their own place among the ‘ranks’ of beings as though in a military.)
M: Tell me about this order you are a member of?
HS: We are sent our for training, it was almost like military and then we go, we fulfil, we each do our jobs. We do our jobs individually, we don’t really collaborate, however we are designed so that the pattern of things will fit together.
(Clients impressions: this felt like a perfect jigsaw, with each Light Being busy with their own tasks, but the big picture of all the tasks coming together in perfectly designed order.)
M: Tell me about this corporation this group you belong to?
HS: We are sent out far and wide in the Universe
M: Where is your origins?
HS: We are from the Great Central Sun, but we are very far from where we were, here in this place. But we are busy. The distance does not matter, because we have tasks to do.
M: Tell me about these tasks and how that effects those on Earth
HS: We assist with the administration of life on Earth. Life on Earth is busy, it is a busy planet with lots going on with many Souls, many countries, cultures, languages, families, people, children, men women, adults. It is a complex puzzle that must fit together, perfectly. We assist, we help it smooth, we help to organise.
M: As you help to organise, have you been doing this for Earth or elsewhere in other places as well?
HS: It doesn’t have to be Earth, it could be any place.
M: As you are assisting Earth, tell me more about what Earth going through in its transition and the humans at this point in time.
HS: It is a speeding up. It is a quickening of things, time, vibrations, things are seeding up. It’s all happening at once though. It is not like it is perceived …linearly … it is all happening at the same time, we assist at all times, which is why the body could be in medieval times, but I could assist say in another time, another place, in a modern time, with cars and technology. This I suppose is an interesting time, the time where a lot of shifts and changes are happening, because partially, because of the way technology is impacting on the flow of information, thoughts, exchanges between people. This is a time of great change but also great conflict. There are so many, too many almost on this Earth, and so the conflict is designed to help weed out. As water smooths down rocks, so too will the conflict help to smooth down the grains of sand of individual peoples Souls on this Earth, what they have to learn, that is part of this process.
(Clients impressions: When the HS spoke about ‘grains of sand’, it showed the entire planet. On it was many countless tiny vibrating pinpricks of light spread across the entire planet, which were souls of humans and other living things on this earth. Each was going through a process of ‘refinement’ together, which the higher self referred to as the ‘smoothing’ process.)
M: Tell me about this process of weeding out how this is done
HS: Conflict often perceived as negative, and it often has very destructive consequences, but sometimes, conflict is designed in a particular way, that is to say, there is an order to it … was meant to be. Because it is designed to help smooth, smooth the roughness of the Soul..to evolve you see.
(Clients impressions: When discussing conflict, it felt like a jigsaw, being discussed in a very detached and unemotional way. Conflict was designed to have specific outcomes in each instance, and had a particular role to play.)
M: What is happening with the Souls on Earth that this is taking place?
HS: There’s a great shift in vibration, quality of Souls was low, filled with greyness, it is filled with negativity, is the word. And the conflict is designed to help sift through that…shift that…bring it up.
M: Could you describe a bit more how this is designed to do as what humans at this time are seeing is a lot of the darkness or shadows rising.
HS: It is not per se darkness, as darkness has the connotations of evil and bad when it is none of those things. It is simply about growth, progression, training, moving from one to the next, to the next in an endless cycle of upward motion. This is why people choose to be here, the intensity to get rid of the negativity, to be trained, to move up.
(Clients impression: That the conflict was simply like an exercise class at the gym, designed to help train the soul.)
M: Tell me more about this in relation to what is talked about as the New Earth?
HS: I don’t know what is meant by that phrase, potentially that is a phrase that was created by humans.
(Clients impressions: That the phrase ‘New Earth’ was unfamiliar to the HS, but the HS knew that there were shifts occurring in the big picture, which humans use the phrase ‘New Earth’ to describe.)
M: Tell me more as this shift takes place, what is that going to look like for the Humans on Earth
HS: A greater harmony, first of all much more light. There talk of bodies of light, but really its is about inner Light. The body is maybe the same, but the Light makes them different. The Light improves them and makes them better, so they are the same bodies but different.
M: Is this what they talk about when they use the terminology awakening?
HS: Yes it is, awakening can be the accompanying consequence; it is the same but is different. In order for the awakening to occur, the negativity must shift, they must evolve, they must increase. If the increase does not happen, the awakening cannot occur. The awakening is a separate thing. The awakening is an individual thing. We do not assist on an individual level. We assist with the group to make things smooth, to assist with the conflict. But the awakening must occur on the individual.
(Clients impressions: That the HS simply played the role of smoothing and coordinating the conflict, in order to raise the vibration on Earth. However, for the raised vibration to lead to awakening, each individual soul must decide that of their own free will.)
M: And as that occurs on the individual level, is that not affecting the collective?
HS: That is not our job, we are here to assist with the conflict. When the awakening occurs, that is the individuals choice what they do next.
M: So as you are here to assist with the conflict, is that the conflict that is taking place now in this timeline?
HS: Now, and all timelines, it is one of the reasons for the existence of this place.
(Clients impressions: That timelines were ‘stacked’ on top of each other and happening all at once. Earth was one dimension on which a particular timeline could play out, because each timeline needs a way to play out. In each timeline, the shifts were occurring.)
M: The existence of which place?
HS: This Earth I suppose. But I’m very busy you see.
(Clients impression:That the HS did not like being kept for so long, and needed to keep itself going with its tasks.)
M: I would like to understand more about your work and those that you work with. Do you have those that are on Earth that’s you are working with at the same time?
HS: I don’t know, and it doesn’t matter to some extent. When I’m working with them, we work together as Light-bodies. I suppose because I return and have a physical body, so too, do may others. They are hidden, hidden amongst the masses.
M: Tell me about how that assists them in the physical?
HS: Well it doesn’t assist them, but it can make it more difficult for them. It makes it difficult, because they live seperate lives from the important work that they are doing. When they are in the physical, they live boring and mundane lives, which in some ways is by design. We cannot live high energy lives, or lives that are excessively strenuous because they are doing work outside the physical.
The life is to simply sustain their existence on this dimension. That is the purpose of having a physical life.
M: So as this becomes quite challenging for the human body, and of course you are connected to (my client) with this physical body, is that correct?
HS: Correct (Clients name) but also all the lives that (clients name) has lived, not just (clients name) as the young man you are seeing now, that young man is merely a shell.
(Clients impression: The feeling was that the client was merely a very small part of the HS, the HS was connected to many other aspects and versions of the client in many different ways.)
M: Tell me about what he must understand about the experiences of these lives that he has lived.
HS: Well there are still challenges which he must overcome in the physical. These are the purpose of the physical, is not to just sustain me and this work, it is also for physical lessons to be learned after all. We cannot waste a physical life. There’s a purpose for that too, lessons which can be learned, things that can be done.
(Clients impression: The feeling was that the client’s physical body was a ‘by-product’ of being sustained to do this work on earth. However, in order not to waste the by-product, the body is used to learn physical lessons too. Although the client’s lessons were shown as much smaller and more ‘dense’ than the work the HS was doing, the HS knew that the lessons were equally important.)
M: What are the things that he needs to learn that are still challenging him?
HS: There’s much there on a physical level in terms of the relationship with others. It is like, the same conflict which we hope to arrange, is the same conflict which (Client’s name) is experiencing. It is not the kind of heightened, elevated, enlighten, spiritually uplifting feelings that he enjoys, and is instinctively drawn to. Without conflict, the lessons which he must learn would not be learned. These are lessons which must be learned through emotions which he perceives as negative: he must disappoint others, to some people he must cause pain – which he does not wish to do, because of how deeply he experiences pain himself.
Discussions regarding the client with the Higher Self To be continued with Part B
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