In a recent Past Life Regression session my client experienced herself as a blue violet energy form unable to move and observing in the vast space around her. It felt like she was in a vortex and stars were moving all around her as she observed. She wasn’t able to move, but to just be and to observe.
Later in the session when she felt her Higher Self come through, my client felt as if my voice was coming from a very far place and she felt miniscule. Her Higher Self brought forth information about that life and what she had to understand that was relevant to her current lifetime.
HS: She needed to be nothing to feel something. She was like a grain of sand on a beach. So still, but everything else is moving around her.
M: That’s a great analogy as she felt that peace and calm of stillness , everything else moving around her made her feel giddy. Why did she need to experience that?
HS: Because it’s in the nothing that everything is created. To be one with the Universe is to be nothing and to be nothing is beautiful.
M: Yes absolutely… and how was this relevant to her current life?
HS Currently she’s trying to be so many things and she should just try to be nothing. There is peace in being nothing.
M: Even though she felt so minuscule in the vastness around her, it didn’t matter did it? (No) Does she not have peace and beauty in her life?
HS: She does but she’s looking for peace. She’s trying to add more, she should do less. She knows this, yet she doesn’t take the time to be still and be nothing. Always thinking, always doing….she’s searching for who she is, but it’s already inside her.
M: So she knows she has to be still but perhaps she doesn’t know why.
HS: She’s a traveler. She can travel inwards. She’s not friends with herself, because she doesn’t like herself.
M: So she has lack of self love
HS: She wants unconditional love, but she needs to love herself unconditionally first. Everything she needs, she can find within herself.
M: This has been a long time struggle to find that unconditional love she needs to give herself.
HS: She’s mad that she hasn’t got it from others, she needs to let go of that anger and forgive. Understand that maybe they didn’t receive the love that they needed. I hope she’s strong enough to give it to herself.
M: Where is she holding this anger in her body?
HS: It’s in her heart. She’s experienced being alone in many lifetimes and she experienced it again in this lifetime when she was three years old. She felt alone and felt like no one cared. In another life, she was a little girl abandoned in the amazon jungle. She was alone and felt a lot of fear.
M: Is this why she feels alone and doesn’t feel comfortable? (Yes)
(The HS then released and healed it from those lifetimes including this one.)
HS: She needs to spend time doing nothing and create the space for the self love to come in. She’s full of self doubt. When she can clear her mind, she can clear herself of those beliefs. Those beliefs are not hers, they are from other people. She’s learning.
M: Why did she have to endure so much trauma in this life?
HS: She went through so much pain. It was karmic, she had treated others poorly and caused suffering in other lifetimes She had to experience such hardship to become strong. Immense pressure creates beautiful things like diamonds. Sometimes, we have to suffer to awaken.
M: Why did she feel there was always something more that she didn’t understand in this life?
HS: She should be helping others. She should help others awaken, by guiding them, through their challenges. Trauma will make her relatable. She needs to heal her relationship with her mother. Great burden that she feels is her responsibility, causing her great stress.
M: How does she heal that relationship?
HS: Learn not to control. She cannot control. When she works on herself, everything around her improves and as she learns she teaches others.
M: Control has been a big learning lesson for her as she had been controlled and learned to control a certain aspect of her life to keep her safe. I didn’t realize it also affected other areas of her life?
HS: Control has kept her safe, but learning to be in the flow with Universal energies brings great rewards. When we try to control the outcome, there are few outcomes, but when we flow there are many opportunities for growth. We can’t force others to do as we do, we can only show them what we do and hope they follow.
M: Is this a lesson for this lifetime or is it coming from another lifetime?
HS: She’s experienced it in many lifetimes, but it’s never completed the mission. Her mission now is to learn to just be. To be free from wants and physical things. You don’t need things to be happy. They don’t define you, They’re just things. She knows this, but she struggles to let go. To learn which things are important and which things aren’t and to let go of those that don’t matter. It’s like her father didn’t give her the love she needed, but her mother gave too much. She needs to figure out how to love them both despite their flaws.
HS: There is tightness in her neck,
M: What is that tightness form?
HS: A head with many thoughts is hard to carry. She has much free time to utilise and she utilises it by being stuck in the mind. She needs to understand that.
(Further Healing was completed for trauma stuck within her body. As the HS did a body scan, they found something in her feet, which was restriction of flow. It was placed there so energy can’t flow out or in. They said “We put it away until she was able to process it. So many things that had happened, she was not able to heal or deal with it at that time. These are now removed, as she is able to release these energies now.” There were other accumulated energies released and areas healed.)
M: She was recently told she should do a Past Life Regression, as there is a life that is relevant to her current life she needs to understand. Which life is that?
HS: It is this one, it may seem boring and unexciting, but the vastness is beautiful. A big empty space, which she needs to understand… that’s what our mind is, it is a part of the Universe and a part of all and a part of nothing. And to jump into that is to access everything. So by letting go and creating space, by becoming nothing, you really become everything.
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