My client finds himself at the end of his life journey in a recent QHHT Past Life Regression session, which was a parable given to him by his Higher Self in the understanding of his current life followed by the beautiful messages from his Higher Self.
C: Small, warm pebbles under my feet. I feel a little imbalanced. Mostly white, black specs, small like marbles.
M: Begin to look around and tell me what else you notice?
C: Red sand, it’s hot. Very fine, it’s like the desert, next to the pebbles, side by side. It’s like a pebble beach and inland is just desert. And the other side of the pebbles is just water.
M: What kind of water is that describe it for me?
C: It’s calm, no real waves. Nothing coming on the pebbles, it’s like an ocean, it’s big, no waves, it’s calm. Contrast. The red sand is in contrast to the white pebbles. The red sand is flat, the white pebbles are the same as the red sand, except they’re bigger but in the same randomness…. small randomness and larger randomness… derivatives of each other.
M: Tell me more as you look around you
C: They both support you. There’s more sand grains in the red desert and they can absorb your foot below the surface, but the white pebbles keep you above the surface.
M: That’s interesting, what about the water that’s there?
C: The water is an overseer, the pebbles are its children and so is the sand. Some children absorb your foot and the others support it but it’s difficult to walk on it. There’s two choices… did you want to stay above or be absorbed?
M: What’s the other choice?
C: Adapt, the struggle to pull the absorbed foot out is just as agonising as walking on the pebbles and feeling the unevenness. In the end, you need balance. There’s no other choice. And the water is watching,
M: Take a look at your body and tell me what you’re wearing?
C: A cloth around my waist
M: Are you carrying anything over your shoulders or carrying anything?
C: Looks like a long stick not a sphere. I’m using the stick to balance on both surfaces.
M: Tell me more about you and what you’re doing here.
C: Looking for something, I’m not sure what I’m looking for.
M: Have a look above the body and if you were to see your reflection in the still water what does it look like?
C: Looks like a big nose and mouth and long hair.. scruffy. Dark brown, scruffy, messy, big forehead, big nostrils and a beard, hair on my chest.
M: Are you on your own?
C: Yeah, there’s a lot of loneliness.
M: You’re very insightful about what you’re seeing here and where you’re walking.
C: Yeah… it’s like two planets here, one on the right…one on the left and it’s just pebbles and sand that’s all. There’s a linear one between the two, they don’t really cross or overlap. Lucky I have the stick, because I’m not balanced and I need the stick to keep me straight.
M: Do you feel older or younger?
C: In my 40’s… been lonely all my life.
M: What do you do most of the time during the day?
C: Hunt for food, animals and fruit.
M: And what are you doing here in-between the sea, the sand and the pebbles?
C: I think this is coming to the end, my last walk. I know I’m going to die.
M: You know that?
C: Yes, I’ve had enough. I’m ready to go. The desert is on the left, the pebbles on the right. I have one foot on either side. I’m coming towards the end of the walk.
M: What happens next?
C: I’m laying down, in between the desert on the left and the pebbles on the right and the desert is supporting half my body and the pebbles is supporting the other right side of my body. (He takes a deep Breath) Then I put my stick down
M: Is this the time when you’re ready to leave?
C: Yes and now I know that the sand is more comfortable on the left than the pebbles on the right, but not when I was standing up.
M: Why is that?
C: Because now its enveloping me, whereas the pebbles are going into my body and hurting. And now I want my foot to sink. I want my right side of the body to sink in the sand. Mmmm? Now its covering me…nice and warm.
Thank you is what I say. Thank you for living, even though I know I’ve been alone. I thought the sand was dangerous when I walked on it, but now it’s comforting, bit judgmental…now its convenient..its convenient.
M: Now you know at least. (I ask him to take his last breath and move to the other side and look back on his life, the lessons and purpose of that life.)
C: (He takes a deep breath)
M: What do you feel was the lesson in that lifetime?
HS: (The clients Higher Self becomes fully present to answer) Don’t judge by first impression. (The clients Higher Self becomes fully present to answer) Allow to experience so that you can make a justified judgement. Your initial impression is clouded with non-factual, visual evidence. Allow expression.…allow expression of your Interactuar to fully understand before judging. Your Interactuar will change, although they don’t know they’re changing and they interact and take from you what they want. Some needed more than others. Initial reaction to the person that may be negative, is purely lacking in a defence mechanism of that person. It presents an opportunity which we all shy away from to experience that person’s shortcomings and you need to feel it. Feel the shortcomings to make all and then that completes your own feeling of your own self because their shortcoming are a part of you anyway. But we’re all separate aren’t we?…(expressed sarcastically) That’s the impression we’re all separate. How weak are we?
How many chances have we had to fill the gaps for our lesson and little do we know that we’re doing to our own, by doing that for that person. So don’t judge the sand when it drags your foot in, because one day you may need its properties to take you to the place you need when you lie down with your body. So, the initial impression of the person while limiting, can be full of comfort for your future, accommodating experiences that you need. But if you don’t give it the attention, you will miss out. So here we have the crux of separateness. The great fallacy of man. I didn’t know that person was like that is a common euphemism. Maybe if you spent more time getting to know the person and rip through the facade, you identify that you also have gaps.
M: Why did (my client) have to know that?
HS: Because he’s arrogant!
M: What do you mean by he’s arrogant? Does he judge others?
HS: Yes, for what they had. The way they thought. He believes the way he thinks sometimes, everybody thinks like that, but they don’t. So, stop being arrogant ands show them the way with gentle love.
M: So, is it that he’s having expectation of others without acceptance?
HS: Yes
M: Is that because he’s not fully accepting himself?
HS: Yes…we’re all at different states, so stop being arrogant about where you are and turn that into compassion.
M: It’s strange when I speak with him, he seems to have a lot of compassion, I don’t see the arrogance, except when he’s conscious mind comes in at times questioning about his healing abilities.
HS: He wants everyone to be compassionate and loving as a standard, but it is impossible. Understand that every Soul is at different stages. He’s too demanding and very impatient, because he wants everyone to be the same level quickly. Quickly doesn’t exist.
M: I would like to understand which lifetime did this then begin from for him not to accept others and himself fully?
HS: He thinks he’s a bad “ray”. When the light was dispersed, he thinks he’s a bad ray of the energy that was outputted, while the other rays were bright and he was not. And so therefore, he thinks he’s a bad ray. The burst of the initial energy that created it all, a spec of him was dark. And so, he’s not worthy, that’s his feeling, he’s not worthy, because of so many bright sparks of energy that created of us.
M: Why was a spec of his spark dark?
HS: Because he was many that took the dark.
M: So, is it our judgement about light and dark…and good and bad as we do as humans?
HS: Yes
M: But if he was created in that spark of Light from the Creator, how is it that he had the same human judgements of that time? Was he in a human form?
HS: No
M: So why did he have judgement?
HS: The black dark spark contained energy that propagates the multiple lives and develops. Initial impression of each individual spark, which make part of a whole, is littered with differences, littered with differences. And the dark is just as important as the Light, but he quickly questioned why he wasn’t Light. And so therefore today, that is manifested as wanting to be the centre of attention, which he does so well. And virtually does it without knowing AND pushes is his way of pushing through dark Light to become Light, due to the un-acceptance of being pushed out as something darker despite the importance of the contrast. His journey will be relentless to emanate Light. The fear is now the opposite of his initial concern that there may be too much bright Light, which he can’t handle.
M: When he wanted the Light all the time?
HS: Yes…..greedy person……very greedy.
M: So are we able to heal that aspect of himself from the beginning of that spark where he wanted to judge himself of being darker than those around him, to feel more deserving to feel, more worthy.
HS: He needs time to do it better, he needs to want to do it!
M: But doesn’t he want to?
HS: He’s doing it without knowing it and as when he does it more and the light gets brighter, he is afraid of the consequences of the brighter Light and the responsibilities of the brighter Light.
M: So, is that what’s stopping him from stepping into his purposes in this incarnation and utilising the gifts that are coming through for him?
HS: It took many lifetimes to drum up the courage to admit he wanted to be started as a bright light and finally he is starting to see that within the blackness there is an immense Lightness, as the two contrasts are important to define each other. No one is more important than the other and now he is seeing the white side of the blackness and cannot cope with its colour.
M: That’s interesting…there’s a lot of questions I wish to ask, however I wish to understand the contrast between the red sand, the white pebbles and the sea being the overseer. Could you please tell me more about that and how it is relevant for him in this current lifetime?
HS: First and first impressions, put it aside and take face value of people of situations and STOP creating misjudgment, judgement and assumption for what it is.
M: Is that the conscious mind doing all that creating because of all the fear?
HS: Yes
M: Is this fear built up over so many lifetimes because of what you just explained?
HS: Yes
M: Where is he holding that fear in his body?
HS: Lately its manifesting in his heart, because his heart is bursting to give more and he’s suppressing.
M: Are you able to release that fear for him from the originating point in life, so he’s able to step into his purpose?
HS: Yes (The Higher Self began to releases the fear throughout the lifetimes from the original point. It found “cold and frosty” areas at certain points in his body and released.)
M: Why was he being shown a red colour at a certain time in one of his healings?
HS: Red is just one colour of the big potential of the Lords love and that is just a drop in the ocean and its vivid… don’t question anything. Stop worrying about whether he sees or not sees lights, but just embrace it. Questioning is what the ego does, acceptance is what the Spirit does.
M: Are you able to tell me what else is holding him back from stepping into his gifts?
HS: His natural human don’t understand him, he’s holding him back. His brought up as factual to his science, but in fact before even this embodiment of science, he was actually totally esoteric. The science he’s learned is actually quiet spiritual but no one will except that. Thank God he’s in science very strongly and little do the scientists know they see God every day. How stupid for such smart people. He’s battled with that and tried to keep it quiet, because while we can manipulate the beautiful invention of the body, we alter its natural state. It is not needed in wasting time because the healings can be done without drugs, without physical intervention. And it conflicts with what he’s done his whole life, which is actual scientific based to aid research, when deep down he knows it’s not needed. It’s a contradiction, he’s struggling with that.
M: It’s hard to struggle and live with every day of your life?
HS: Yes….his validation is scientifically waste. He allows a guilt to enter by looking for reasons for himself to be at fault.
M: As he battles within himself, the conscious mind no doubt?
HS: Correct, he has a great fear of being in the spotlight is making it challenging for him. He has tried all his life and be the centre of attention.
M: Is that an internal conflict as well?
HS: It’s a dichotomy of a contradiction that he will need to sort. He’s scared of giving everything he has because he thinks people will think he’s crazy and he’s scared of the judgement.
M: He seems to fear judgement and yet he is being judgmental as well? (HS:..Correct)Which lifetime did the fear of judgement begin? I would like to help him in releasing that to assist him in this incarnation.
HS: He’s been responsible for some deaths. People trusted him and it didn’t work. People died because they trusted him. So, he’s paranoid about letting people trust him.
M: Is that why he doubts his gifts in case he lets them down?
HS: Yes….He feels he owes and is not prepared to have the courage to put himself out there on the line to write the wrongs.
M: It’s interesting you say that because the thought came that perhaps some of the people that may find him and come to him may in fact be those Souls that are back from the time he did them wrong.
HS: That is insightful
M: I came across this exact thing in a regression with a client myself but with a different situation from a lifetime from 1607, which allowed the healing and releasements not only from that lifetime but way beyond from the originating lifetime.
HS: And hearing your comments is his solution
M: Sometimes we don’t see beyond this life to understand that we can do the right from the wrongs we did, forgetting that those Souls may be right here
HS: Another blindness by man
M: So why is the fear there for him in stepping into his purpose?
HS: The fear is there because in each stage of his critical decisions in his life such as marriage, friendship choice, job choice, mentor choice have all been taken with trepidation and has a lot for him to take the step. This is simply another one of those point where decision has to be made and he’s approaching with trepidation. Every step of his life, he has been helped, because we have put people in front of him, he is extremely gracious of this but is stubborn in accepting what we offer.
M: He seems to blame everything else, but isn’t seeing that he’s not accepting himself for who he is and acceptance in every aspect of his life?
HS: Yes….He has sadness about the life he had in Atlantis, because in that life he manifested what he can’t do now, as he was a healer.
M: In his previous regression, when he was in Atlantis and he was able to receive information through a book in his home where he was taken to the 23rd century, was that a holographic future timeline?
HS: Yes rapid travel through time.
M: So what are the gifts he can bring from that life in Atlantis to this current lifetime?
HS: The perception he has that he is involved with technological instruments in this life. He’s not born from technological advancements in Atlantis, rather his advancement in Atlantis is his healing. That’s the technological interest and manifestation he brings to this life. But…he has not even started using it. He has had the spiritually embedded in the DNA continuing, but has decided to take a scientific route to find God in there and now that he’s done that, he’s finding that uninspiring. And it took his whole life to see that and now he’s worried he will die before he manifests what he’s really here to do. Not necessarily a waste, but it’s never too late.
M: What is it he must do to step forward into his purpose?
HS: As with authors, the next chapter cannot be written until the current chapter is closed, so he needs to conclude that chapter. It’s his choice.
M: Absolutely and we are privileged to have the choices with our free will.
HS: He’s Blessed with the people he has been able to meet in his life and he should be thankful. They are mentoring him in his different chapters.
M: At times he doesn’t feel deserving to charge for the service he will offer, are you able to clarify where that comes from?
HS: He feels he’s not important because there is suffice, no different to the lion who takes only what he needs to survive from the jungle, it’s the same concepts. Because, doing it out of free will and without charging (for healing) helps him close his Karma with this wrong doings in the past. That is non negotiable.
M: Then is it right for myself or anyone else to charge for what they do?
HS: Your Karma is totally different and irrelevant
M: He fears he will not be able to deliver as he’s not in control of the outcome.
HS: Let… love… control …the…situation. STOP taking control and let love do the work and let love suffer the consequence. Let… love …suffer… the …consequence.
M: Could you advise him of the situation he found himself in when he wanted to give a person a big hug because he saw a situation that lacked a loving thought?
HS: Take step with reckless abandon and I’ll catch you…. if you fall.
M: I think we forget the safety net don’t we?
HS: I AM the safety net says the Lord
M: Humans tend to forget and when they see,. It, they doubt it and fear it
HS: Correct, the trade off is don’t take the risk. and then experience what I described those fear symptoms before death. Go figure which would you choose.
M: Why has he received contradictory advice regarding the various sensations he has felt in certain places at times?
HS: As humans you ask advice of people you think may help. The answer is emitted by the stage of the Soul to which it’s asked. And whatever answer comes, will always be different depending on the evolution of that Soul. How you judge, which is the correct answer, is what you feel inside.
M: In a previous session he had a profound and emotional experience as he saw a vision of a Jesus, was there anything you wish to share regarding that experience?
HS: The evidence is is not in what you see but what you feel.
M: What will he notice after today’s session?
HS: He will be more of who HE IS. Stop hiding!
M: How often should he listen to this recording?
HS: As often as his courage allows him.
M: What was it that you wished he would receive this session today?
HS: Discipline…He needs to stop being cradled, because we’re losing patience.
The more he steps into the realm, the more the sand will draw in his foot and anchor it, then we go back to the beginning, and we now have full closure of the pebbles and the sand. One is in balance one is anchored.
M: What a great analogy and thank you for the messages as it also helps not only (my client) but so many others.
HS: Respect anonymity, because it’s about the message not the deliverer.
M: Is there a final message you would like to give him?
HS: We are waiting. Be happy with the gift we put in front of you and the people we put in front of you, appreciate the guidance you are given…if people believe in themselves and in you.
M: Is there a message to those I come in contact with?
HS: This is a case of being who you are, to who you meet, be relentless, gentle, loving and nothing else and the rest is up to them. Do not change your path.
M: With much love and Gratitude for the healing and information
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